The Hot Girl Summer That Wasn’t
So, I don’t know about anyone else but…I don’t really as if I’ve had a “summer” at least in the traditional sense…perhaps it’s because I had some minor surgery back in June or maybe it’s because of the crazy chaotic and sometimes quite often scary weather but — it just hasn’t felt like “summer.”
Part of it is probably that I am feeling stuck in a bit of a “holding pattern” of sorts trying to prepare for my upcoming UK move; things have hit a bit of an unexpected snag and I was supposed to be there by this time now.
But, as they say “The best laid plans” — or whatever ;)
The thing is: the area in which I am still residing quite often makes me feel as if I am languishing away. There is nothing of remote interest or that I haven’t already seen or done, and I just am feeling kind of “meh” about it all for the most part. Nothing here excites me anymore, if it ever did.
I know it won’t always be this way, but right now, frustration reigns supreme. I just want this to happen like RIGHT NOW but I know that I need to have some patience (hmm, what’s that? A foreign word?!) However, such things are often easier said than done. I am TRYING though, so I guess that counts for something, at least. Maybe? Perhaps? All I know is that it feels as if summer is coming to an end, and even though Autumn has always been my favorite season, this summer has just felt rather like a disappointing date with someone that I had been very much looking forward to…
Anyone else feel as if this has summer has been the summer that wasn’t?!!
